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eNtErEd: chuan's entries

PANG KANG LOH!!

intensive rehearsal for commission parade..
next week got ACPC.. gonna wear no. 2.. WOO!

hmmm..
still feeling very sad that cant be pc for da parade..
他妈的他妈的!!!
see those fuckers giving da command..
though i can trash em anytime..
but.. I JUST CANT!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!
sigh~

i really cant have any money!!
damn! i seems to have problems keeping em..
HMMM!!!

last week was sort of a lecture week..
but every lecture i jux slp~~
cox it's really lyke.. no point listening 吧..
had night outs.. but didnt went...
was broke after paying for those mofos who didnt come..
and baby wasnt free..
was juz rot in bunk..

things getting chaotic in our wing..
the red berets vs green berets..
endless raping at night..
lol!

lots of things went thru my mind..
think sometimes i really take somethings too hard..
it's really affecting me alot..
and it suck!

really juz wanna fuck care everything..
it's really exhausting having to fight off things dat is lyke superglue-d to my mind..
it's juz so 矛盾.. on one hand i'm try so darn hard to forget things..
but next moment it fucking appear in my mind..
kinda suck eh..

ytd watched madagascar..
宝贝was late..
was kinda pissed bah..
but later realise that i'm FUCKING SHORT TEMPERED!
fuck..
i suck..
thinking of da countless time i've been late..
and she didnt say anything..
and now she's late and i was angry..
fuck myself man!
bleah..
in the end i didnt really focus on da movie..
da mood wasnt there..

wanted to take a breather outside and relax..
end up all these happen..
tsk tsk..

baby having tough time now..
poor her..
hugs~~
sucky me...
cant be there when she needed me..
i'm a fuck up bf!!
):

有时候really just feel lyke staying in camp and dun come out..
啊!!! hai~~

不写了..

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给,
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协,
是我忽略你不过要人陪..

你好累,你默背,为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪,
你的美..
我不配..

chuaned

November 30, 2008
1:27 PM ______________________________________________________________________

wa wa wee wa!!

SENTOSA!!!
wing cohesion day!!!
hmmm.. got photos..
but have to wait..
cox i'm a cam whore without cam..
xD

it's juz whole day at sentosa!!
play play play!!
bio bio bio!!
tann tann tann!!
ahaha!!
it's was fun!!
and shag!

earlier that day sent my 宝贝 to class~~
she ah..
forget her classmate's name..
ps-ed!!
=x

then after sentosa met her again~~
then went home!!

but was kinda sian cox needa book in to do retest..
so was kinda rush..

sat..
began da day in camp..
re-tactic test..
and off for a packed day!

so.. went meet peng and gang..
was celebrating weney's belated bd and peng's transition to be a man =x
went sakura and EAT EAT EAT!!!
eat until wanna vomit le..
but still EAT!!
some food were quite sucky..
wanted to eat lyke 60 bucks worth of food..
but it was a 不可能的任务!!

spent quite long eating and crapping..
after that went E2max to..
by right watch a nice movie..
but leh..
失望失望!!!
sucky!

after that went balcony for a drink..
didnt really drink though..
hate beers..
i'm a hard liquor fan xD
played some games..
did some stupid stuff..
after that rush to meet my queen..

this is where hell begins..
i missed da last train back to bl..
so took da one to je..
reach je le..
realise that my wallet was kinda empty..
and!
my hp is gonna be out of batt..
so try my luck to call her..
unfortunately..
she was bathing..

so..
no bus! no cab! no $!
i walked from je to bl..
alot of thinks went thru my mind while i was walking..
roar!!
but ya..
my fault bah..
didnt check before i left.

so walk and walk..
then finally!!!
reach le..
then went home ard 5..

when i tot nth could get worst..
i got locked out..
family all slping le..
call em also nv pick up..
so.. ya..
slpt outside my house til my mum open da door..

wad a day man..
so now i'm currently one who's totally lack of slp and completely shag!
but think tonight book in le then 一次过slp吧..
muahaha..

3 more weeks to commission!
now joint term 咯!
whole day parade rehearsal!!
lalala!!
hope got nights out! xD

ok!
end!

chuaned

November 23, 2008
12:21 PM ______________________________________________________________________

lalala..

happy 8th mth anni baby girl!!!
hearts!!

one more to go and da black choc bar is mine~~
muahaha~~
hope nth happen bah..

last week went out with black and gang to watch 007...
damn..
sucky..
think i too immature to understand it xD
i want action!!!
shitty..

after that went.. coffee club to talk cock..
suppose to meet them early cox black wanna go shopping..
but..
hmmm..
think i lazy..
AHAHA!

after that all went back..
so met up with my hungry baby~~
buy things.. then went her house..
then.. went back home..
then slp!

friday came back..
was late and shag
couldn't meet baby~
):

ytd..
went town with ocs gang~~
go walk walk ard then headed for my sir's wedding..
nv been to a malay/military wedding b4..
so go see see..

suppose to go geylang jalan jalan de..
cox it's nearby..
but leh..
all sorang~~ nb..
so all 各走各的..

went baby's house..
she needa study for her test..
so went over to acc her..
stuff me with one huge bowl of food..
evil her!
ROAR!!
stayed til quite late then left..
was a walking zombie la..
nearly fell aslp walking..

but ya..
felt great seeing my baby~~
香香的她..
miss her~

later gonna book in le..
真是他妈的...
everytime book out time past so fast..
AHHHHHHH!!!

this wed gonna be shag~
fri got wing cohesion~
think going sentosa~~
hope that porsche guy did plan for it!
booking out sat..
GOT PARADE REHEARSAL!!
of all days sat..
FUCK!
waste my weekend!

hmmm.. duno how to end this entry~
AHAHA
ok.
END!

chuaned

November 16, 2008
12:09 PM ______________________________________________________________________

我的天啊!!!!

ohaiyo!!

it's...

HALLOWEEN!!
wooooooooooooo~~
ytd or today or friday?
duno la..
someday...
guys all partying at st. james~~
WOOO..
but i dun lyke that holy place~~
xD

eh..
hmmmm..
went to watch HSM 3 with anata juz now..
nt bad bah~~
everything have to come to an end~~
so does this movie!

then walk anata back and talk alot..
reached home ard... HMMM!!!
quite early in the morning~~ ^^

was playing with facebook juz now..
then chatting with her..
TIL NOW!!
lol...

fell aslp juz now..
wonder wad she did to me..
roar!

bleah~~
pretty her~
kawaii her~~
hearts!

以下都是我心里的感想..
没其他的意思..
也不是针对任何人..
不爽就别看..

actually.. duno how all these 开始的..
but now.. everything is gonna explode..
it's a matter of time bah..

it's kinda inappropriate for me to make comments..
but.. juz 觉得大家 muz 冷静下来吧..
硬碰硬will only let to 两败俱伤...
really feel damn 反感 now..
hai~~
wad is done might or might not have a reason behind it..
though one might nt have consider others feeling b4 making any decision..
but by doing wad one did will only make you be lyke one..

师母, 热情是发自于内心而不是空虚的..
它不因为status而消失..
不然您过去几年是被什么给推动呢？
失败乃是成功的妈妈!!
我想把我给训练出来的你..
是不会那么轻易失去信心的..
加油加油!!!

chuaned

November 2, 2008
4:34 AM ______________________________________________________________________